inadequacy sucks.

expectations often go unmet.

but if i am not honest about how i feel about such expectations, do i even have a right to complain about the pressure i feel?

if i doubt myself, should i be honest and blatantly state that i cannot adequately perform the tasks placed before me?

if i came back for the sole purpose of strengthening relationships but feel completely alienated and incapable, should i even bother to put myself out there?

if all i seem to be is a face in the crowd that provides temporary sustenance and transportation, is this really what i asked for?

if i don't start voicing my opinions and take control of this internship, i will start to count down the weeks that i have left in the very place i thought i'd never see again.

let's be honest...

feeling inadequate sucks.